Here i am, somewhat content in where i am in life, what i am doing, and who i have become. Here i am, laying on a cushion staring at a computer screen taping my fingers away at little buttons with letters on them. Here i am, not as happy as i could be, mabye the loneliest ive ever been.
The past couple days have been...dark. (that's the word that came to my head to describe them) I indeed was able to go to Truckee on the retreat with my church friends, i never knew how much savemart loves me. I am able to usually get off whatever i ask for, even if it is the day before. Not so bad eh? even tho i hate working in the deli, makes my clothes stink like fried chicken and is surronded in old lady drama!
Anyway, the trip was nice, nice to get away from all the stress, nice to stay in log sweet cabins, altho there was a tad bit of drama involved, i went home feeling like i learned something from the trip as far as leadership goes. I'm really excited to kick off a new year of leading my Jr. High small group :)Something that really keeps me spiritually in check is the kids i counsel, i love them with all my heart, and keeping them in line with worldly issues and with the walk with Christ makes me wanna be closer to God as well.
I'm getting baptized on Sunday, for all of you that go to COTF, you should come! and even if ure not, a good chunk of us from the youth group are getting baptized, its gonna be a cool experience, a good way to outwardly express how much i love Jesus. Also! its my birthday is 20 days i believe, im gonna be 19 ( im young i know) my parents gave me money today to go get an early present, so went and got me an ipod. so now i can portabalize my 70 gigs of music! :)
ummm, as of lately i love me some good country music, ive been listening to it on the radio a lot, and its starting to grow on me alot. Whether that be good or bad news. haha
i think this is long enough, i should be updating this frequently, so keep checkin back if u care. :)
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